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I think I am someone who are easily distracted. I did not do well in many things especially someone special came into my life.
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Went to a LRT station few days ago, and there was an middle-age lady asked for RM2 from my friend as she has not enough money to go back. I did give my RM1 and another by friend. We still asked was it enough and she said yes. Although many of us did doubt whether she was lying or not. RM2 is little but what if she really lie?

Helping someone is out of a genuine heart. If there's doubt then better don't do as it will be pointless. Maybe just help with a naive attitude would makes you happier. If not you will bring trouble or worry to yourself after helping people. What if people lie? That's is beyond our boundary. Don't care.
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I can't believe tomorrow there is a quiz. Totally forgotten it.
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S is gonna leave for real. I would miss him and feel lost. I can feel how much he cares and loves me more than before that is how success he is.

How are you?

It is almost the end of 2015. Time just passed so fast.

S and I had entered the 2nd month of our relationship. Yes, we did have much sacrifices for each other especially time and effort. We're not living that near, so basically we meet once a week if everything went smoothly. He haven't set a date for his flight and I know it would be in a couple of weeks. We do quarrel over small matter because i'm the unreasonable and emotional unstable one. As always he treats me like so good and of course he has quite a high standard for me that I need to climb for it.

Well, dad and mom have a great holidays this year. They went to places they never been and next trip would be Taiwan. Anyway, I would be meeting them later and they drop by to visit me. That is the morning surprise for today. I miss them so much and my brother. Living alone here is kind of cruel but luckily I found him.

My finals would be end of this month. Last week was really a bad week. Each day I have presentations or midterms exam. Somehow, I thought of give up but still, I need to continue until the end.

My government loan was approved and I can live a better life now. And I would be in more debts. What to do, not everyone born in a rich family.