Sleep is leaving me again

I have no idea how come these few months I cannot sleep in the night and I feel bad because I was awake. So do tonight!
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I always wanted to have a travel partner to discover the beautiful places together but I guess I won't find it. If you ask me to travel alone, I won't because I'm timid. But if it's someone I love, I would be very brave. Look st myself now, not even a guy want to take a look at me and how would I get a soulmate to travel with me? Haha 😂

Perhaps, I really have to go by myself. But, I not dare.

I wonder, how many percentages of the married couples never regret whom they married and their love grows deeper day-by-day. And how it feels like when you wake up, your love is beside you, when you come back from work and your wife is waiting for you. Maybe I'm not blessed with this kind of blessings.
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I start to give stress to myself and that makes me not able to sleep at night (I guess).

No matter how I wish you who are reading now (close your eyes for 10 seconds and think of one thing to be thankful for today! ❤️

fannen

The 7th

I can't believe that even I had missed out on a few memorial services but I still able to maintain the record of attending each month. For others, it might be a coincidence but I know it's the harvest time where God calls back His workers (be it you believe it or not). Life is really short and unexpected, should face it boldly, and always cherish the moment as it might not be your last breath but someone else whom you love.

Tomorrow I'm going to renew my passport and I'm kinda afraid because I never did that alone before and I'm going to a place that I never been to. Hopefully, I can get it done smoothly #fingercrossed 🤞🏽

Finally, I have decided to go back to hometown. After working for one year I did not keep my promise for going back at a certain time. Mom did ask me you come back for what purpose? And I don't know how to answer her. Maybe usually I'll go back with a reason but this time just purely goes back to visit my parents. I should keep my promise. No more excuse.

Bought a box of ice cream again :b can't wait to consume it, hahaha!

Hope you who are reading this would have a nice day ahead or have a sweet night ((:

fannen