Dreams

DREAMS |
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Re-pondering on my dreams. Growing up is not an easy thing for me especially in education, but thank God I had completed my degree. Went through all the struggles and tears 😭 especially when I choose my diploma course. No supports but all criticisms that make me questioned myself "am I wrong?" But who knows I learned the most in my college life about life (seriously not much on those inapplicable theories), which make me keep going. Is not about what am I going to do in the future but the discovery of self. Up to the age of 20's only I know how come I'm not good at language, I'm slow learner, I copy things from the white board slower than others, messed up with alphabet (L or R). Mostly all been revealed throughout this journey. No one would believes because they are not in the same situation.

Let them judge, let them speak.

As long as you are enjoying your journey of life.

I ate too much

I just can't control myself for eating unceasingly. Gosh, and I had stopped exercise since I back from hometown. All the plans gone.
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Being an unproductive person today and I feel I'm going to be crazy very soon. Boss gonna kill me soon as well.
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Consumed a big amount of Korean food and went for a movie 🎥 (it was just okay only, disappointed 😔)

There was a guy in the cinema looks so ignorance and funny 😂 (I'm sorry). He went in the cinema and walked a few rounds over the two rows of seats 💺 but couldn't find his. I wanted to help but I didn't. Thank goodness he finally found his seat, the hidden one as it was too dark. After the movie ended, he was like cutting through here and there and banging people (I'm one of it, but just hand). Haha. And he was like so cool 😎 wearing earphones and looking down at the phone and walked the wrong way. It's rare to find people who being so true (by his expression and the way he behaves).
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It's gonna be 1st of Nov soon. You know what's it if u had read since last year around this time. I'm not sure what to write or what to buy yet. Maybe I'll just do nothing and forget about everything.

fannen is lonely.

Maybe I'm exaggerating..?

After so long finally met with one of my friend whom I think is a gentleman so far. He was having relationship issues with his current girlfriend. He asked me for help but I'm not expert on this. All the ups and downs, how dramatic it was and out of sudden, I feel that it was a reflection of my case. I'm like so crazy and will be fine afterwards. Maybe I'm too emotional and cannot control it most of the time. Perhaps, what I need is attention. That simple only. Finger crossed that they will have a good and peace ending. At certain stage for sure will have arguments after all the sweet times. It's whether you go through it together or to let go.

That's part of the process in life. Take it or leave it!

All the best to you, Mr. J.
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Back to hometown. Every time is the same old folks story.
I don't know how come every time when I'm back I feel weird. Super strange feeling.
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How come you didn't tell me directly that I'm being too dramatic?
I better stop it 🖐🏼

Do you have arguments with your love ones? 😅

fannen.