Someone you LOVE | Someone you want to LIVE with

I always say that the perfect timing and the right person doesn't synchronize, at least in my case.

Well, letting go someone whom you love and to pursue after someone who has the same concept, dreams and lifestyle would it be a foolish decision? I do not know.

Some people say, married the one you love. If you love someone, then you can compromised everything and there's no issue, but what if only you are the one who love? And how many great love that you still can find in this world? Aren't love have to develop and grow day-by-day? Even the people you love would have different opinion and dreams.

While others, married someone that you can live with even without love. You both can be super BBF but there's no love, or only from one side. So it is really hard to find balance between both. If both have the happiness and I believe it is greater gifts than anything else. Common, how many genuine happy people that you still can find? At this moment, I couldn't think of any friend who is happy from the bottom of their hearts.

These two seem to contradicts and they go on and on.
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Mom and I had a disagreement recently and we just stop talking/texting when the topic pops out.

I did not know when, my mom and I had started to get close with each other and really talks a lot when we both meet. Sometimes, I am busy with my works in the city and she would text me and ask how am I. She is the best, and I hope she would stays with me in the future. It's been a long time we did not argue with one another but this time we just can't come to agreement. I know she is right but, I hide something from here and she has no idea about my situations.
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How's your daay?

I love 2016, but I hope it ends fast before I ruined it.

Cheers,
fannen

I changed

Everything had happened so fast and I realized that I am no longer who I am. I do what I want without thinking of the consequences and I am sure I lost two important people in my life. I miss the former self. Now, I am a total stranger to myself. I changed, to the extend that I cannot accept it. All I can do is to wish them all the best.

Work, Graduation, etc it's all about transition.

Yesterday I almost cried during work, but now all is over.

Anyway, hope everyone has a blessed day.

Though I make mistakes and in life there's no eraser, just gotta learn from it and go through it.

Thank God in all circumstances.