L I F E |
Well, what's life to you?
Yesterday was a historical moment of my life where I attended 3 funerals each day from Mon to Tues. It is the end of the fourth month and I attended 4 funerals. Lots of feelings that are intangible.
Well, my boss said it is good for us to attend then we will ponder about life more. We often know but we forgot to think about it. I missed out one last week and I regretted. Nothing to be proud of but to humbly submit to God's will. In the funerals, we can learn how people zealous in serving God throughout his/her life and so many people attended his/her funeral and feel so sad and reluctant. I wonder who will come to attend my funeral. On Monday and Wednesday, during the wake services (conducted by my church) I realized they were people talking loudly outside while not attending the service and makes the whole situation become so noisy, and personally, I feel no respect for the deceased and the family members. Sorry, I am not here to judge but at least talk softly even you are not attending the service.
On the other hand, I do see how blessed people can be when they really cherish their last moments in life by living it to the fullest. What about me? Slacking every day without a goal in life.
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To be honest, for me to die young is one of my wishes. So, if ever I died young, God fulfilled my dream. If not, God has His more beautiful will and blessings for me to live longer. For no one knows what will happen tomorrow, but I know who holds tomorrow (Mt 6:34). It is not how long you live, but about the deepness of your life content.
I hope during my wake service, everyone will be seated in (no one left behind). 5 minutes of silence -ponder upon God's graces and life. Sermon. Choir sing "The LORD Bless You and Keep You" (Num 6:24) to the family, friends, and relatives.
Send me various flowers with pots that can last rather than those funeral flower wreath. As for my body, help me go for cremation.
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I hope you think about life and what are you living for.
fannen
