Thursday, November 2, 2017

Sad but Happy

It is November 2017 already!!!

My sadness and loneliness still with me, but I am glad today I can have the chance to meet up with everyone in my company. I have been floating in the sea for a few weeks almost drown. Even though I have a more flexible working hour and I don't need to go through jam every working day, but I cherish the time when we can get together. I am kinda dependent kind of person and not pro-active, so if we did not meet up it is hard and the knowledge I have is limited. Although I still in blur state but I guess little guidance is much appreciated. I cannot believe that after one year of working, I might really need to be at customer site for more than 24 hours soon #worklife

I have a small plan in head and if the Lord wills, I hope it will be succeeded. I wanted to share with one of my friends but I guess that friend is too busy so I keep it for myself first. Something that I always wanted to do for long-term but never really have the guts to do it #fingercrossed

I think life with a mask is really tiring like you woke up and tears dropping from eyes, you just got to wipe it off and put one makeup and a smile on the face to greet the world.

If you are reading this boring blog, I hope that you would lead/have a genuine life. Not wearing "mask" to face the world!

God bless!
fannen