Yesterday out of the blue I burst into tears. Pillow absorbed my tears customary.
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We didn't carry on with our daily routine because, I was too distressed.
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April's fool! Our country welcoming GST disappointedly, and we hope it was a joke.
Well, I'm not sure about the April's fool history but today when I looked through FB this morning, many people were make jokes where I feel some are indeed quite ironic.
~will update more later of my thoughts :)
Tuesday, March 31, 2015
Saturday, March 28, 2015
Lazy Sunday
Almost the end of March and my final exam fall on this Friday. Yea, I haven't prepared but I guess I need to start study by today.
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He is getting sweeter. I know that and he can sense my sadness that I hide from him. Bravo. Many peoples have different kinds of dreams and same go to me. I am not a good planner where I prefer random activities. Well, somehow I need preparation but still, that's somehow contradict. Lol. Think about my future, right after one year I would be able to graduate. I'm not sure what am I going to do. Perhaps an police officer at my country's neighbor.
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It's been a long time where my parents, my brother and I gather together. Although only four of us, still we didn't manage to have a meet up. Life is getting harder and I'm lazier and hopeless. Sometimes I have a feeling of missing someone yet, I don't know who and why. And I started to be more emotional unstable and weak. Friends are telling me that I'm not as strong as before. I think I need to be strong back then only I can help more people.
Looking back at my pictures of sun I think by next semester I'm able to take nicer with the new devices.
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Hope everyone have a nice Sunday and find a reason to smile (:
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He is getting sweeter. I know that and he can sense my sadness that I hide from him. Bravo. Many peoples have different kinds of dreams and same go to me. I am not a good planner where I prefer random activities. Well, somehow I need preparation but still, that's somehow contradict. Lol. Think about my future, right after one year I would be able to graduate. I'm not sure what am I going to do. Perhaps an police officer at my country's neighbor.
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It's been a long time where my parents, my brother and I gather together. Although only four of us, still we didn't manage to have a meet up. Life is getting harder and I'm lazier and hopeless. Sometimes I have a feeling of missing someone yet, I don't know who and why. And I started to be more emotional unstable and weak. Friends are telling me that I'm not as strong as before. I think I need to be strong back then only I can help more people.
Looking back at my pictures of sun I think by next semester I'm able to take nicer with the new devices.
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Hope everyone have a nice Sunday and find a reason to smile (:
Saturday, March 7, 2015
Broken Innerly
These few days I was so fed up and I can't control my emotions. It was so down and I hope someone could drag my up. Yea, he doesn't care but others seems to be more concern of me.
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Love bought me a cute little bear in his own country that cost him much, I guess. It was wearing a cute red dress. I should be happy because that might be considered the first gift he bought for me without me knowing.
He is good but sometimes I don't understand what it is so hard to tell me what he is doing at that moment. I have been spending most of the time waiting for him to text me or call me. But, ended up he either her has something on going or the net was slow at both side. If it is success, I would be less sleeping hours. I shouldn't throw tantrum on him. Yesterday, I let all my schedule off just to make sure I have a proper time or at least half day to be with him online. However, I ended up looking at the phone playing games, watched videos and sleeps. At last, all I got was a text with just sorry for no reply. I planned to have sweet talk but... I wonder it is a way of testing how strong I can be for him?
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I am so homesick, at least my family won't hurt me in that way. They might disappoint me, but they love me most.
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I dislike my degree life and no one seems to be able to stand on my shoes. Never mind, God is watching and He will strengthen me. He will always be there for me.
I apologized that for long time I didn't update y blog and yea, today is International Women's Day (:
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Love bought me a cute little bear in his own country that cost him much, I guess. It was wearing a cute red dress. I should be happy because that might be considered the first gift he bought for me without me knowing.
He is good but sometimes I don't understand what it is so hard to tell me what he is doing at that moment. I have been spending most of the time waiting for him to text me or call me. But, ended up he either her has something on going or the net was slow at both side. If it is success, I would be less sleeping hours. I shouldn't throw tantrum on him. Yesterday, I let all my schedule off just to make sure I have a proper time or at least half day to be with him online. However, I ended up looking at the phone playing games, watched videos and sleeps. At last, all I got was a text with just sorry for no reply. I planned to have sweet talk but... I wonder it is a way of testing how strong I can be for him?
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I am so homesick, at least my family won't hurt me in that way. They might disappoint me, but they love me most.
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I dislike my degree life and no one seems to be able to stand on my shoes. Never mind, God is watching and He will strengthen me. He will always be there for me.
I apologized that for long time I didn't update y blog and yea, today is International Women's Day (:
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