I am more and more weak in all terms. I have sickness coming on and off that I almost forget what it is like to be healthy. I am weaker, fatigue, coughing here and there, eyes irritations and sometimes even swollen, memories faded and etc.
I started to dislikes myself more and more. I can't stand looking at myself and the things that I'd done. It is a terrible me that I don't think anybody would like me. Not at all. I feel disguise and I can't forgive myself.
To those who know me, I am sorry that I am not a good one.
I did not do my best for everything. Such a terrible person.
Last day of February 2018, shameful me.
fannen
