How are you, beautiful people? (not literally mean outer beauty)
Sorry, I always forget to blog. My fault.
Well, every time when I look at the statistics I am pretty overwhelmed by the results.
I have no idea that those who read this dull blog are those whom I know personally or not but thanks for the view.
Life? Living a lonely life for sure.
Yesterday I realized that I am very emotionally unstable and I am stubborn to a certain extend.
I am supposed to be quite happy yesterday until someone important raising his voice at me as if I am the one to blame. It totally spoils my mood and I become sad right at the moment. So, I cried to sleep.
Work, so far being a tester, and I hope I can do it well because I am a bit messy and I need to know my stand.
Well, I don't know that is it my supervisor giving me clues that I did little or I am too sensitive but it is time to catch up speedily.
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Relationship, I am actually afraid to start a relationship. I am afraid to lose our current friendship. Obviously, I am kinda good with certain guy friends whom I think if I work hard, we might have progressed in the friendship but I choose to pull my handbrake from time to time because I enjoy the current moment when there's a pure friendship that would last forever.
I know that if I got into a relationship, everything will get worse or worst. So to my guys' good friend (whom I regard as), I am sorry but let's cherish the friendship that we obtain now. I do not want to risk and lose another good friend again. I can't give you my best as for now and I am no longer who I am. I need to find back my best self. I sincerely hope that you will find a good wife (to be precise).
#fingerscrossed
Time and Mr. Right is always do not exist together.
fannen
